In the end it's just between You and me

Dear God,

How was your week? I had it pretty rough, some ups and downs as usual. I know that you're there even though I can't sense you around at times. You're there in the rising sun. You're there in the midday rain. You're there in the plants. You're just there silently, watching.

I don't need to put up a mask of pretense in front of You because You already know how I feel. What is the point of putting up a smiley face just for the sake of smiling? If You being as God, who had created me cannot accept the person that I really am then what is the point of my existence?

You gave me strength in my weakness.
You gave me life through my deaths.
You showed me love though I had none.
For my sake Your blood was spilled.

I honor You as my God despite circumstances.
In my vulnerabilities I give You praise.
For You alone are worthy.
You created the world and gave it life.