Monday, July 20, 2009

On The Streets!!! WooOOOoo HooOOOooo!!!!!!!!

18th July 2009

I was heading for service and I was on the train, doing my usual stuff, soaking in on praise n worship.

There were 2 malay girls sitting opposite from where I was standing, and suddenly I received a movie clip (once again...) 

So I wrote her a note: Are you having human relationship problems?

She looked at me shocked.

Then I said,"Boyfriend?"

And she looked at me even more shocked, questioning,"How did you know?"

I told her this,"Jesus showed me, I saw a scene of a guy n girl having conflict of some sorts."

Then she told me she wants to know more about Jesus and she gave me a contact.

I tried to invite her to church but she was busy, so before i left the train, I told her this,"God loves you."

Subsequently, i smsed her to invite her to join me for service next week. I'm really looking forward to bringing her to service this weekend.

PRAISE GOD! 

PS. Please read: When Heaven Invades Earth by Bill Johnson... It's such a faith builder!


Lessons learnt:

1) Guys and girls, put your spiritual gifts to use! God gives us gifts for a purpose!!!!! 
2) Step out of your comfort zone and spread God's love to the streets, you will realise the harvest is INDEED plentiful.
3) Going beyond human means, and relying on God's sovereign power and love causes Christ to be revealed. 

Breakthrough at home!!!!!!!!! WootZ!

11th july 2009 saturday

My dad approached me out of the blue and he asked me if I was serving at church.

So I told him,"Yeps!"

Then he asked me why do I always go downstairs at night.

Then I told him, to pray and to do whatever i need to do so that I won't disturb him.

Then my dad told me,"Okay, you can pray at home, and you can do your praise n worship at home."

So this led to a conversation and I shared with him my life, and about God and he started to have a clearer understanding of what Christianity was all about.

All along, my dad was never opened to God and he didn't like the idea of me practicing Christianity at home.

On 18th July 2009, Saturday, after doing praise n worship at home, I asked my mum if she wanted to see what was happening to our atmosphere at home.

So I laid hands on her and asked God to show it to her.

Then she told me she saw a lot of bright white orbs. Then she went on,"Sometimes I see their faces, they carry different swords, some are female, some are male, and they sing Jesus songs when I sleep. Why are there females and males?"

ROFL HOW COOL IS THAT HUH? LOL!

Then I asked my dad if he wanted to see what my mum saw as well. And he agreed.

So when I lay hands on him to pray for him to have vision, i suddenly received a vision. It showed me a movie clip of 2 men at the workplace having conflict.

And then I asked my dad,"Papa, you having problems with your colleague or workplace?"

Then he was shocked and he tried to cover up saying that it's common problem, after that he asked me how i knew. (My dad never ever talks to me about work stuff, he likes to quietly shoulder everything... that's his personality) Then I told him I saw a movie clip! And I told him it was Jesus who show me movies, pictures and words... :D:D:D

So he asked me to help him pray for his job.

On 19th July 2009, Sunday, my dad suddenly opened up to me, he told me that his manager was giving him a hard time at work.

This is a good start as my dad finally is opening up to me after 24 years of my life! I believe salvation is coming to my household soon!!!!! Weee!!!! Praise God!!!!!!!

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Lessons Learnt on Confirmation Anointing

I've been thinking about this question for quite some time. Why do people get different answers for the same questions asked. Is it really because of wrong discernment?

Logically, this is what I've discovered.

1) Revealed knowledge affects confirmation.

For example, if i am seeking God on which church I should be planted in and I have 3 choices:
1) City Harvest
2) FCBC
3) SAC

When I first prayed about it, the answer revealed to me is SAC.

However, subsequently, I come across another available option, example Lighthouse
and I choose to seek confirmation again, this time round my confirmation might be Lighthouse instead.

1 Corinthians 13:9-13
For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

Reason being, the more things that God reveals to us, our confirmation will change.

A frog sitting in the well, no matter what confirmations the frog receives is always restricted by the well opening as compared to a frog in the field. The frog in the field has a wider visual range. 

2) Decisions and steps of obedience and disobedience affects confirmation.

This is the variable part of man. As we make prophesy in parts, the rest is up to the person him/herself to decide whether or not to walk in obedience or disobedience. An example is a man driving on the road, if he makes a wrong turn, the next stage of the prophetic direction will be direly different from what is originally given to him. Think in terms of the butterfly effect. 

So for example

Stage 1:
Man receives prophesy that he will take up job offer, ceter paribus.

2 choices are available:
choice 1, man takes up job offer
choice 2, man refuses job offer

Stage 2:

Route A: Man takes up job offer. Now man receives another prophetic direction that he will evangelise out to his colleagues.

Route B: Man refuses offer. Now man receives another prophetic direction that he will receive another job.


The whole underlying point here is there is no such thing as a fixed prophecy, because man is always the variable factor and present prophesy is always build up upon past decisions. That's how the prophesy in part comes into play.

3) Grey areas of confirmation anointing:
a) Willingness of person to listen which will result in neutrality or the lack of impartiality.
b) Interpretation
c) Closeness of relationship with the person who gives u the confirmation anointing. Are you open to receive confirmation from strangers or family members? This results in lack of impartiality.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Breakthrough at home!!!!

Weeeeee... this is getting exciting!!!!!!

prayer

Lord,

I lift up the entire situation into your hands. Teach them obedience onto you, and not to fear man. Show them how to pass the tests. Show them the difference between obedience to You and submission to authority. i ask that you instill a hunger for you into the hearts of your people, so that they will seek your face, so that they will test everything instead of swallowing it wholesale. That your people will always come back to check with you if it is true, and if indeed, for what season, for what purpose, that they will check the timespan with you Lord. Lord I also ask for more clarity. Reveal your plans to them at the right time. Tear down all the idols in their lives, example, reputation, ministry, fear of man, positions, power, leadership, authority, whatever that is hindering them from coming closer to you. At the end of the day, all these positions and title are not important in your sight, what you want Father is our hearts. Open up their minds and hearts to understanding. Lord i pray that your people will FEAR you ONLY, that they would rather do what is right in your eyes even if it means losing everything that they currently have. For Lord, this is the beauty of your plan. Lord i pray that you show your people the beauty of surrendering all and losing all, only to find you in the end. That indeed it is true, your wisdom mocks even the wisest of all men. That out of thousands, you picked 300 of the WEAKEST in the eyes of man to become victorious. Meantime i pray that your people will also have the correct knowledge of you God, let the correct foundations of Jesus be laid on in our lives through your Word.

i thank you Lord for hearing my prayers,
in Jesus name i pray, Amen
This whole saga is getting hilariously funny... despite the irony of the situation.... :P

Friday, July 10, 2009

A Living Sacrifice to God

Romans 12

1 And so, dear brothers and sisters,[a] I plead with you to give your bodies to God because of all he has done for you. Let them be a living and holy sacrifice—the kind he will find acceptable. This is truly the way to worship him.[b] 2 Don’t copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will learn to know God’s will for you, which is good and pleasing and perfect.

3 Because of the privilege and authority[c] God has given me, I give each of you this warning: Don’t think you are better than you really are. Be honest in your evaluation of yourselves, measuring yourselves by the faith God has given us.[d] 4 Just as our bodies have many parts and each part has a special function, 5 so it is with Christ’s body. We are many parts of one body, and we all belong to each other.

6 In his grace, God has given us different gifts for doing certain things well. So if God has given you the ability to prophesy, speak out with as much faith as God has given you. 7 If your gift is serving others, serve them well. If you are a teacher, teach well. 8 If your gift is to encourage others, be encouraging. If it is giving, give generously. If God has given you leadership ability, take the responsibility seriously. And if you have a gift for showing kindness to others, do it gladly.

9 Don’t just pretend to love others. Really love them. Hate what is wrong. Hold tightly to what is good. 10 Love each other with genuine affection,[e] and take delight in honoring each other. 11 Never be lazy, but work hard and serve the Lord enthusiastically.[f] 12 Rejoice in our confident hope. Be patient in trouble, and keep on praying. 13 When God’s people are in need, be ready to help them. Always be eager to practice hospitality.

14 Bless those who persecute you. Don’t curse them; pray that God will bless them. 15 Be happy with those who are happy, and weep with those who weep. 16 Live in harmony with each other. Don’t be too proud to enjoy the company of ordinary people. And don’t think you know it all!

17 Never pay back evil with more evil. Do things in such a way that everyone can see you are honorable. 18 Do all that you can to live in peace with everyone.

19 Dear friends, never take revenge. Leave that to the righteous anger of God. For the Scriptures say,

“I will take revenge;
I will pay them back,”[g]
says the Lord.

20 Instead,

“If your enemies are hungry, feed them.
If they are thirsty, give them something to drink.
In doing this, you will heap
burning coals of shame on their heads.”[h]

21 Don’t let evil conquer you, but conquer evil by doing good.


Lord,

I thank you for Jesus. The same power that conquer the grave lives in me. Your love that rescued the world lives in me. Lord I thank you once more for speaking to me, I rather be found right in your sight. I choose you Jesus. Lord you know of my struggles, so I lay down all my burdens at your feet. Just like the way you gave me a new heart, Lord I will wait for you to renew me with a new love for people. Lord, as according to your Word, you say don't let evil conquer you, but conquer evil by doing good and bless those who persecute me. Lord I listen and obey now, Satan you have no right to plant all these thoughts into my mind. * Haha! Bye bye! :P * I send you to the feet of Jesus, don't ever come back. And Lord, you say forgive so that I may be forgiven as well. Lord I forgive everyone right now and I ask for your mighty hand to bless your people! More blessings Lord, abundant multifold blessings. Bless and protect the leaders. Lord i ask for your hand of protection to be upon the sheep. Sway all the hearts back to you. Thank you Lord, I receive your forgiveness, and I will wait on you until you renew me with a newer and stronger love for people! End of the day Lord, I choose to stand on your Word. I love you Father, and I thank you for this mighty love, this is the same love which will release your power. So Lord, i ask for infinite blessings to bless your heart!

I cut off all ungodly soul ties and i ask for the blood of Christ to cover me and my household. In Jesus name I pray,

Amen.
Awesome time spent in the presence of the Lord tonight! Surprise surprise, we were at a public place.

Then it all started when we requested for the glory zone!!!!! ROFL! God is so uber cool... yo!

More confirmations of callings, prayers and blessings for each other.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Thu at 11:49pm (Facebook)

Hui Lian got a message that on this day, God wants her to know...
... that decision is only wishful thinking until you take that first irreversible step.

You can tell yourself that you have already decided, that nothing now can stop you, but if that step backwards is so much safer than step forwards, what will hold you true to your path when the going gets tough? Sometimes, the right thing to do is to take that first irreversible step, the one after which you cannot go back. And now, for you, is one of those times.

Hui Lian Phan
Lord, that i pray that unless You are with me, I cannot do this alone. Unless You guarantee and chop, i seriously think logically otherwise. But if You say yes, then i will do it, I will stake my life and all no matter what it takes. Amen.

Prophetic Chatroom email : 10 July 2009 00: 11AM

You don't fully understand My love for you. It flows and pulsates; it hovers over you. It is deep and passionate. It is never-ending. I only want what's best for you - the VERY best!

When you are afraid of making a mistake, you aren't seeing Me clearly.

When you ask for forgiveness more than once (for the same thing), you are giving in to unbelief and fear. (You are completely forgiven the first time.)

Rest in My arms. Trust in my forgiveness and favor.

I know your heart - you want to please Me. Let Me take care of you; let Me guide you. I will help you find the right path.

You will hear My voice - I will increase you hearing. You will see My face - My face of love and compassion toward you.

Rest in My love. I will take care of EVERYTHING!

Hui Lian Phan
Lord... u say one ah... don't pang seh me halfway... i will really die... but God you really give me heart attack... it was like emotional rollercoaster so far.... -.- phew..... i'm so glad it's over. Amen.

Hui Lian Phan
Lord, thank u for being so merciful... thank you for hearing our prayers... thank u.... Father i just want to tell you that i love you... and i pray for every heart to come to love you back too. in Jesus name i pray amen...





Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Glory departs from the temple

Pray and ask God to reveal why the anointing level has fallen over the past month.




Seek the REAL heart of God and see why He cries
Don't see what you seem to see for it is only a shadow of a reality





Repent.



I am grieving.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Jesus said in Luke 14:33, “…anyone of you who does not give up everything he cannot be my disciple.”

This passage is unique to Luke, though verses 26-27 are like Matthew 10:37-38 and verses 34-35 are similar to Matthew 5:13 and Mark 9:49-50. It is extremely significant that this passage is addressed to large crowds. Jesus offered himself to all, but he also was honest from the very beginning of his preaching about what the journey would involve. What Jesus asks for is first place in one's heart. That is what successful discipleship requires.

So Jesus calls for a follower who will hate his mother and father, his wife and children, his brothers and sisters--yes, even his own life. The point of the list is that no other relationship is first for a disciple. "Hate" is used figuratively and suggests a priority of relationship. Jesus is first. To follow Jesus means to follow Jesus, not anyone or anything else. A disciple is a learner, and the primary teacher in life is Jesus. This total loyalty is crucial, given the rejection and persecution that lie ahead. If his followers care more about family than about Jesus, when families are divided under pressure of persecution, they will choose against Jesus. This is what lies behind Jesus' remarks. Discipleship is not possible if Jesus is not the teacher.

This is why bearing the cross and coming after Jesus is the issue of discipleship. Learning from Jesus means following him, experiencing the rejection he experienced and so bearing the cross he bore. We cannot "learn Jesus" without being prepared to walk this path. Discipleship is basically allegiance. To follow Jesus is to rely on him. Paul makes the same point in different imagery in Romans 6.

Saturday, July 4, 2009

a season of loss and mourning

My spirit is grieved.

God doesn't give us insights for nothing. He doesn't tell us that we are sitting on a ticking time bomb for nothing. What have we done with our prophetic gifting? Have we really rise up to comfort and encourage those in trials? To offer forgiveness and mercy to those who have fallen? To press on and to believe and abide in the agape love?

When the crowd wanted to stone the sexually immoral woman, what did Jesus do? He offered to her mercy and forgiveness! This is the same God who died for us while we were still sinful and fallen.

Desire mercy, not sacrifice.

Forgiveness, not judgment.

Luke 6:37-38 (New International Version)

Judging Others
37"Do not judge, and you will not be judged. Do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven. 38Give, and it will be given to you. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over, will be poured into your lap. For with the measure you use, it will be measured to you."

quoting from: http://exodusmark.blogspot.com/2009/06/how-to-strengthen-yourself-in-god.html

"Heb 11:6 (NKJV)
But without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him

We are only as strong as what we believe our God IS. If we believe He IS our healer, then we will experience more of His healing. If we believe He IS our provider, then we will enjoy more of His provision. What we believe God IS, becomes the “substance” God materializes in our lives. We must therefore build on the correct knowledge of who God is. And we must approach Him in faith. Lastly, the fear of the Lord will be the key to knowing God intimately … "

If we believe that God is judgmental and without leeway then He will manifest Himself in that manner.. but my thought provoking question is this a correct view of God?

A successful spiritual walk is a cooperation between God and man. God can show us dreams n visions. But it is up to man to decide his responses!

Luke 8:18
Therefore consider carefully HOW you listen. Whoever HAS will be GIVEN MORE; whoever does NOT have, even what he thinks he has will be TAKEN from him."

Pick your response today. You can make a difference.

Supernatural God!

The Lord healed me supernaturally of my fever!

Next He blessed me with additional cash in my bank!

On a separate note, my spirit was grieved.... there are things coming... yet nothing is being done.